I just want You to come now and get me and I can be small enough to snuggle into Your lap; You’ll stroke my hair down my back and kiss the top of my head and wait until my breathing evens out, and I turn my head to look into Your eyes. I’ll beg You to take this all away and realise that before the words even make it out of my mouth, Your heart has broken for me, and made everything more beautiful than it was before. I hope so.
I want You to be the kind of Dad that does just make everything better; I want to turn back to clock to that time when your parents truly are invincible and keep the world turning just right. I need You to be like that, please, because nothing where I am is working, no one here is quite right.
I don’t want to be a loser. I want to be Yours - to be safe and light and strong; wiser and more resilient than I feel right now.
(Source : babyviper, via uncensored--living-deactivated2)